hmmm

What a week! But I have survived. Now to just wait for the results. But I made it. I guess I ave figured out a way to make it through anything. Just tired of it all. It was 22 months yesterday, creeping up on the 2 year mark. It is 2 years ago today that we got engaged. I never felt like I got to be that happy, excited, planning a wedding type that I always imagined. It was not a time of happiness. It was more a time of uncertainty. Maybe one day I will be that happy go lucky bride to be- although now I doubt that since I really don't think I am going to meet anyone and I also think that chance has come and gone.