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ok so you know how everyone has that one friend in life that is your fallback person- in my case a fallback guy. you know the guy you can't stay away from and sooner or later iwll probably end up with.

well i just found out my fallback guy got married.

therefore taking away his title of fallback guy

which means nothing really- haven't seen him in about 4 years.

but it has thrown me a little- i mean i know i will be with c. probably forever but still. i need to catch my breath.