Sunday, November 19, 2006

wondering

It’s amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don’t say a thing
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Old mr. webster could never define
What’s being said between your heart and mine
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me.
But he did leave me and some days i just want to scream. This was to be our wedding song and tomorrow would be our second wedding anniversary and instead I lay here wondering.....
wondering if we would have made it
wondering what he would say to me
wondering if i'll ever really let him go
wondering if it will ever hurt less on these big days- if i can just let them go by
wondering why i would want that

just wishing we had the chance...

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Alicia said...

Heartbreaking...

I always think it's harder for those who lose a fiance ... so many dreams crushed before they're even given a chance.

Hugs to you, dear friend.