as i have mentioned before c. is divorced. and sometimes i notice how different his mindset is compared to mine....
divorced: she might cheat on me
widowed: he might die on me
divorced: when is it going to fail
widowed: when will he get sick
divorced: 6 out of 10 marriages will fail
widowed: everyone dies
divorced: im scared of screwing up
widowed: im scared of losing him
divorced: i need to protect my heart
widowed: i need to protect my heart
in the grand scheme things are great with c. it's just that sometimes we are on completely different pages. tonight was one of those nights. but we will be fine. we just need to find a middle ground and remember what we have in common- that we are both scared but also both excited at the possibilities.