so we are yet again in the middle of a rainy day here in boston....
it's really beginning to be tiring... day in, day out... no sun
i never noticed how much the weather affected my mood till after john died... then i noticed big time
the rain brings on the tears and the gray matches my mood... at least most of the time.. and then the sun comes and with the sun new hope that things will be alright.
needless to say almost a month straight of all rain has not been a great thing
at the same time i am noticing now that i find the sun even when there is none
i had posted yesterday about c. and i but have deleted it.... sometimes you just have to put things in writing to feel better... i did that.. and now i do. things are still great with him and me and i am sure that we will continue to get to know each other...
it's important in the rain and the fog to create your own sun and see your own rainbows. i see mine...
i am not saying c. is the only reason that i am happy lately-- there are actually plenty of reasons... but having a man call you beautiful even on the darkest of days definitely can add to that...
now if only the real sun could come out and shine down... i think it would make a world of difference around here
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