a good day.... do i dare ask for 2 in a row. made the decision not to see E. anymore. it's not a healthy relationship and it's not good for me. i deserve to be happy and at this time in my life i can afford to be selfish. this is one of the only times where i would ever say that. yes it's lonely to be single and of course i wish i wasn't but i would rather be lonely than be making the biggest mistake of my life. so once again the search is on--- or maybe the hoping that the second mr. right will find me.
work was ok today too. didn't really accomplish much but that's ok some days. of course it means i will have to work at home tonight but i really don't care too much
for the first time in a long time i can exhale....