my john

someone asked me today why i don't have any pictures of john around. i figured i would post one here.... this is us the day that i met his father for the first time and the day that he asked my father's permission to ask me to marry him.... even though he had already asked me. i tend to overlook the hospital gown and all the machines and the ever present oxygen tubing and just focus on how happy we were. it always used to make me cry to look at it and now it only makes me smile and have a lot of happy memories